"I want to move halfway across the country in the wrong direction."

I am moving to boston in late january or early february.
There's a lot more stuff I could say about this, about the panicked hour that led to this decision, or the way I stumbled around, lightheaded, for the next 3 hours after I made it, but it's all filler.
Since my sophomore year of high school I have had one dream. Rather, I've had one dream that stuck and that I have secretly been working towards in whatever ways I can, but there really isn't a way to work towards it. My sophomore year of high school is when my now ex-best friend introduced me to the weakerthans. I want to be the girl in the weakerthans songs, and i feel closer than ever to it right now. Of course, I also feel kind of like the girl in the kind of like spitting song, we got a far as minnesota. But what happens next, crucial as it is, is unimportant. I am moving to boston to follow the boy from the last post. Halfway across the country in the wrong direction.